Where it all happens

Where does it all happens?
Does it matters?
What has happened?
Is it important?
Knowing more means knowing less?
Being aware or beware?
Do I really want to know?
Escape brings anxiety.
Beliefs brings anxiety.
Anticipation, the future brings anxiety.
Knowing, dealing, working, being, becoming, ending.
Do we always have to be?
No one expects even if they do it shouldn't bother you. You know who you are not who you should be.
Be aquaint with yourself and accept and appreciate who you are and who you can be.
Living in the moment, what does it all mean. Simply put where suffering exist it ceasee at the very moment. The eternal need to exist lies in the desire of becoming, what's next, what's to come. Can I have some more? Will it be the same? Our thoughts frozen in the past. Leading us to form impressions and ideas of what has to be what needs to be what ought to be. If not thus one would suffer. Unplesantness of not getting what one desire. Attached to the sensual world, we choose to exist again not knowing the reality of matters. Not knowing that what these sensual experiences we experience is impermanent. Not knowing that what is impermanent is unsatisfactory, hence leading to craving and suffering. This suffering is not self as they are no more but the outcome of the contact, feelings, perceptions, formations and consious awareness. They exist only temporarily, made permanent by rumination of the mind, clinging, craving, continuing in the streams of consciousness. Hence what is the escape? It is nothing but to experience reality as it is. It is to see things beyond what is determined by our world as we understand it. We cannot experience this by means of our normal understanding and actions but we need to go beyond our sense doors and perceive reality as it is. The door is perhaps meditation. Be patient. A little faith is needed and of course persistence. Effects do not come if the causes are not present. When the conditions are right, the effects will arise.